i got up real early today, thks to letty's early wake up call! haha! anyways thks! got to sch even be4 anyone else did. so i was jus slacking around. then headed to the canteen to hav breakfast and chance upon michelle haha! yea then jus headed for class.

wow today's comm skills class is the best class i've ever been. it was so enaging and funny. i practically laughed through out e whole lesson.

after that my iht team went to consult ms goh for her professional advice and we were told that we actually had to define the answers even more. so after school i went to the library to research on my allocated topic, accommodations. thks to ms fiona i was able to find many info to back up my stand if i were to bring up a point tmr.

after e meeting we headed straight for econs. had to skip lunch because of the meeting but managed to grab a bite at cheers. so was able to "tahan" through out the whole econs class. well today's class i can say that i understand 60% of it but the rest its quite hard to understand cause of the graphs. and today e lecturer was having pms or something he was like scolding us for being rowdy as hospitality and tourism students. haha! its ironic! cus as htm students we must be approachable and able to communicate and he was like saying that as htm students we CNT talk! haha wth... no logic and moreover the graph had so many curves and he jus speed through them so fast tell me! HOW To UNDERSTAND?!?!?!? and also in one graph theres like so many smiley faces of cus ppl will laugh la! i seriously think all econs teachers has no sense of humor man. well i dnt wanna stereotype them but it seems like there is a trend.

after that i headed to the library did my thing. then went to orchard with sam, gen, pau, letty, fiona and charm. we were jus shopping around and waiting for dinner time to come so that we can patronise letty's mum shop! haha "QI JI" its this famous food outlet. omg i didnt knw that in my class had such an heir. haha! anyways sam and me ate alot! when i say alot it means alot! we ate laksa, mee siam, mee rubus, chicken wing, their famous popiah, ching cheong fun haha and alot more! the table was jus filled to the max! haha ready enjoied it! ate so much! thks letty and her mum for the delicious food!

kk i better go do iht proj to improve on. yay! tmr playin beach volleyball.



haha yay! today i had econs! haha i was praised for having a good presentation! so happy! haha anyways she said that someone in the class scored 92!! i hope its me... though i doubt so... anyways i would be contented if i get above average about 70? haha! yea!

yupz after econs sam, helmi, kok and me went to buy food to eat be4 our upcoming lecture. hahaha we were discussing y letty had such a big fight with the econs teacher. haha wow letty u were scary man jus hope she dnt put u down into bad records haha! anyways went for the org beh. lecture and we had the lecturer who has this fake english slang that i jus cant take it! haha at least i did understand this week's lecture THKS to e video! oh i got pointed out in class for playing. wth i was jus doing my thing! hais nvm bitchy lady. haha ok im quite evil.

after ob lect i went to hav lunch with he rest at itas haha then i bump into ivan! omg! i knw his in tp but havent got the chance to meet him so was quite excited! but apparently his friends commented about me being gay! i mean wat the hell if u meet someone u havent seen for quite a long time u would definately be shocked rite?! ok nvm im jus commenting on ppl who has no EQ and trying to act men... yea anyways was happy to see him. so after buying my food i went to confront his friends and when asked who commented that i am gay both of them jus pointed to ivan! wat the hell... haha sore losers man, dare to say but when confronted like a fucking pussy.

yea after that went for rht lecture. this lect was easy to understand too! yupz so feeling quite accomplised now! haha!

after rht lect i went for training actually i didnt knw which to go biathlon or vollyball? well ok this a history of me when i was in primary sch i was very enthu to only one sport which is vollyball rather than that its jus those catching and stuffs haha. so! i've always wanted to be a vollyball player after primary sch but didnt had the chance to. its like seriously the only sport that im good at. when i got into acs ppl r like labelling it as a gay sport. well guys can be quite narrow minded i guess. yups so now that i hav the chance to relive my glory i would like to hav a shot at it! well jus hope this coming wenesday i can perform well infront of the national team coach! quite a few good player there though... very powerful spikes they hav!

oh also thks to my biathlon coach for not being angry with me for havign to try out another sport. in fact, she ws supportive of me. yups i was actually very scared that she would be annoyed with me for having to leave after having to put in so much effort on me...

i feel lighter now! ah! cnt wait!



had a long day today. first we had rht then apel then iht then the IMF interview. dressed like a total retard today. wore this suit pants, leather shoes and a polo tee. hais felt dam uncomfortable in it. i dnt knw why but i felt really hot today my face was burning as if i had a sunburn. argh jus felt very uneasy today kind of like had headach too.

anyways let jus shoot straight to the most important thing of the day THE IMF INTERVIEW! if u guys dnt knw wat is IMF it stands for "international monetary fund" its a very prestigeous event to be in. even more impt for ppl who r in my kind of course! thats y everyone is like trying their best to get a spot in the 200+ employees to serve in the event from over 600+ ppl from the 3 different courses of hospitality and tourism. and me being the one that loves to get high profile things to do. i jus cnt let this great opportunity fly pass. its like once in a life time kind of thing! so yah, its very impt to me!

anyways during e interview, the atmosphere was rather tensed! and the HR manager from suntec was like doing speed interviewing. the room had 15 boys and girls fighting to get a place to serve in the imf. the best part is that we r paid! cool right?! adding on to that is a GEMS training cert and a cert of participation in IMF. omg wat a wonderful deal! yea hais so the HR manager jus asked if anyone had F&B experience and only a few had. she only talked alot to those that had worked be4 and for me! cus ive nvr work b4 i jus had to say somethign to make her wanna wan me! so i told her that last time when i was in the perfectorial board as a deputy head prefect i served ministers be4. i hope that helped and thats all i said! i was the last one so after me she jus ok thks everyone u may leave the room now... argh......... man its a torture i wanna knw whether im in or out! hais anyways i did my best! its jus their lost! kk i better go read up my tutorial now. ciao.



jus got home from training. today was the beginning of a new term and well i guess it turned out normal.

our first class had a change in tutor so we had a miscommunication on the location to hav our tutorial. so time was lost. we only managed to come to knw her when she approached us. well she is nice we hav to call her by her initial called Y.C cool eh? haha actually quite weird to me personally.

after class we had to prepare for our very first presentation in formal dress code... haha everyone looked so smart! its so weird to see them dressed like that. haha! anyways today for my groups presentation we didnt do that well... we focus alot on the creative side of creating the website rather than the function. so we lost hell alot of marks. hais so sad... though i seriously felt that my team has stayied true on designing a webpage for a restaurant in a professional view point. oh wells nothing much to say. though i kind of take up the blame for directing my team into a wrong direction.

well now we get to the training part... well... hais im so sad... i keep having thoughts of leaving the cca but the coach was very determined for me to do well in this sport. its so bad of me to kind of leave the sport and waste her time and effort. argh!!!!!!! i should hav thought through this be4 joining. hais... i mean i really wanna do something i like rather than doing wat i used to, forcing myself to do things that will help me in future. i mean i didnt really hav time for myself this pass few years. all the things im doing now is all for my future... its such a drag... :( i miss playing volleyball!

well i guess im in another turning point in my life that i jus hav to make critical plans to wat i wan my future to be, with the thought of me being happy.



slept till very late this morning then got up... felt refreshed! and energied! haha cus i had no projects today so could wake up late! :D

anyways, today even though i had the privillege to wake up late i still had to go for training. hais... quite sad that im not doing good enough. even coach felt the same too. ADLER!!! wheres ur drive to become an officer?! argh! im seriously like slacking so much... ppl r catching up with me day by day. and day by day my moral jus goes lower and lower... hais.... quite sad. i even dropped a tear while running. sound drama? well thats jus me, live with it. i mean its jus so sad that i was so motivated when i was in the army and now im totally in another world... i rmb my first training for running i was able to run through out with very little pauses. NOW! im like stopping so frequently im so scared that im not doing well...

im jus really sad over the fact that im not doing well... mok my secondary sch fren is like running pass me like no ones business... hais... i cnt say more about how depressed i am... but i did get some advice from coach i will do as she said and practice as frequent as i can... i need to build stamina and speed! adler u can do! its jus whether u wan it or not! come on wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh................ i need a wake up call... man im tired... :(

sorry for the screw up in my blog... will hav it done asap... :(



me and letty! 




Fiona, Pau, Rena, Gen and Grace (haha i seem to knw alot of girl right? try studying in my class 90% girls) 




had a tiring day yesterday. went to granny's place, then to the salon, then to the club.

lunch was great at granny's place yesterday. ate quite lot. actually nowadays i've started to increase my food intake as i would like to gain weight so as to gain muscles... :D yupz its been a good journey man i can eat watever i wan and still remain the same haha! but i wanna get a build body! i cant wait!

after lunch my mum brought me to the salon... haha i knw u guys would be wondering why the hell do i go to e salon when i hav no hair! haha! well cause please la... my hair is one length cut all round its very hard to style ok... yah and now ur gonna ask me how to style right?! haha ok SHUDDUP! i got my ways! haha yah la! so back off with my hair.... haha! hmm anyone knws wat hairstyle would be good for me to turn my look more edgy? oh! lets get back on track. actually i didnt really like my haircut. but my classmates think otherwise... haha during the cutting process the hairstylist was like asking me alot of questions and taking his own sweet time to pause and talk to me argh! was quite impatient! but thank goodness his wash hair skills r good if not i would like be dam unhappy leaving the salon. the massage was so good i was about sleep man! hahah thats how good it is... :D

after my hair cut i got home had a rest and off i went to the mrt station to meet letty, pau and gen.on my way to the station i witness the most huligan act i've ever seen in singapore. this is how the story goes. this biker and his passenger was riding with eggs in hand as they ride pass ppl who r walking on the streets they jus threw they eggs at them... many of those being shot at were furious! my God i was quite stant. didnt knw in singapore would hav such idiotic ppl living around us. anyways after i was alighted at the station i was quite afraid that they would come throw eggs at me! haha! idiots!

yupz so after meeting them we headed to zouk. frankly speakin it sucked yesterday night but like they were giving out free drinks so that was a bonus. the music was r'n'b & retro haha! i mean wat a mixture man. oh the nice part about yesterday's spinning of the record by the DJ was that he tends to pause the song in silence then suddenly he'll play some very exciting song and it really pumped up the spirits of many haahah! my classmates and i jus keep dancing like no ones business me and fiona went up to the podium twice haha so fun... oh! then this comes the sad part. well okyesterday as i was dancing i saw this girl she really caught my eye man... i mean she looks sweet and pretty haha many friends know that i hav a thing for mixed blood girls so i was like man! should i ask for her number? i mean i dnt usually get girls numbers in clubs i mean its the worst place to get to knw a girl. but i was hesitating like crazy... haaha my frens were like go adler go adler! haha well classmates did u knw u kind of attracted attention towards me by ppl who r clubbing around us? haha! so paiseh... anyways i went up to her since i felt that it would be good to get to knw a girl more over i've nvr had a gf. yupz so i went up to her... she was like kind of shocked to see my coming then when i pop the question, she was like dam paiseh or something but eventually she didnt give her number... oh wells... sad but i guess if i was a girl i wouldnt do the same... i mean its the club we're talking... hais sad.......... i hope to see her again man... :(

anyways, after that rejection i was like ah! no mood for dancing its jus like dawn on me that whether i would ever get a gf. i mean i hav actually put that thought on hold as i wanna concentrate on studies but chances like that God still dnt wanna help me hais............. so i went to our table to take a break from all the dancing... its so odd to dance when u get rejcted... oh wells so i jus rest... but eventually my frens persuaded me to go down to the dance floor again... :D yupz the pardy ended at 3am and we headed to 7-11 for drinks and some food. went home after that man it was tiring! when i got home i jus headed to my room and concast on my bed haha!



today i had to go to sch for proj discussion and an interview with "pacesetters" a prestigous leadership organisation in my school.

prior to the interview i had to dress in formal smart. i took quite some time before i was able to find a perfect tie to match my shirt. when i got to school i was feeling dam weird wearing so formal to school. thank goodness i took karen's advice to not wear the blazer, if not i would hav looked like a major outcast.

anyways i went straight for my project meeting. it wasnt a good day for me today... i wasnt alert during the project discussion and i jus felt useless... i guess its the cause of worring over my other project Research for Hospitality and Tourism. i am so worried... i didnt sit for my mid term test paper so i would be given a zero for my absence. my only hope now is that my project and exams would be able to pull up my grades. however, since project work is something that we hav to do as a team. i wasnt able to take control of the assignment. and apparently no one really give a dam to my test. and they were contented with their work... i knw its wrong for me to label them that when its my fault. but i need help, if not i have to retain another sem for the subject again which im not in favour to. but i guess this is the real world, no one revolves around you. hais......... im in such desperation for help... i cnt fail...i cnt... :( i guess my worries for the project has jus made me so depress its all my fault! i hate myself for that! :(

the meeting didnt went that efficently we end off without having to complete our objectives. after the meeting i headed off with jeslyn to our interview. when we reached we had to complete the survey and its all about the school. and unfortunately i wasnt able to answer 80% of the questions. :( after completing the survey i went into the room for the interview. i was seriously cocky to wat my friends said. i mean i was stating facts and im straight forward. if they take it as im arrogant then im sorry to say that maybe im not fitted to be in the organisation. but i felt that i faired well enough now i jus hav to wait for the results. if i get choossen then it would be a bonus if not im fine... there r many other opportunities in this world.

well i guess ill jus end of here... hais... :(



Yay! BBQing! 




this is one hell of a cake its the thickest choclate cake i've ever tasted! so sinful!  




bdae boy and girl. sam and fiona! 




haha! 




hahah her dare! plate reads" hi im wonder woman would u be my superman?" hahaha! 




me and bdae girl fiona! 




bite me letty! 




We are innocent! right pau! :D 




phew... had a tiring day today... i had cca camp and then had to attend a class gathering cum birthday party.

anyways today i woke up dam early jus to get down to sch for training. however, the buses dnt start travelling at 5am in the morning so i ended up waking up early and wait like a retard at the bustop. thk goodness i had my nano with me :D yups so eventually i got on to a bus which only alight me at sch at 7+ one hour after training has started. so i jus went to the track to run rounds... but i dnt knw wat has gotten into me today i had a major headach with a horrible giddiness i was like about to faint so in the end didnt do much of running training. hais so sad im bad at running and i missed out on the opportunity to train...

after running training we went straight to the pool where we had our swimming training. its was good as in we had individual analysis on our swimming stroke. so i did pick up a pointer or two on improving my stroke. haha quite happy cus when i was back in acs swimming team i wasnt even able to swim freestyle for real but now im doing great! so happy! :D

we had a break after that so we took our nap cus we had a time trail at about 5pm slept alot... when it was time for us to pack and leave for the pool i was jus excited to get over and done with the race! haha i couldnt believe that i finished my 800m swim haha! cool man i was the first junior to be out of the pool and headed for the run........ haha but lousy me. my stamina is so bad that i jus kept giving up halfway and in the end ppl started catching up with me hais... well i guess i jus gotta work harder! :D yups after the race jus quickly changed and headed off for the class gathering.

it was held at east coast park. we had a bbq which was not bad... and i ate alot hmmm ok like two plates? haha then i declared that i am officially pragnant! haha in another words im full! so fast! so surprising! yupz anyways i had a talk with my tuitor from my class and i talked about alot of stuffs with him. on things i hope to change... he really enlighten me and i guess its true that my bad history in secondary sch should be left behind and i should look to the future... its all the history of hardship i suffered that made me such a stubborn and strong person... i guess i jus hav to enjoy my teenage years like wat my tuitor said which i felt so true to wat he said... hais... well so i guess bye bye to the past and im jus gonna live by each day the adler style! like how i was in sec 1 and 2. those was the years that i was living for me! not for someone else! im so happy for the enlightenment. i feel like alot of weight has been carried off me! all the pain the front and all! all gone! thks davin! :D yupz okok i better stop here i got a proj meeting tmr! cya soon! :D



hais blog is like quite screwed up... haha anyways been out the pass few days shopping. on sat me and letty went out to suntec to support our two classmates working as twisties promoter haha! Gen and KS look so funny... they were like wearing soccer outfits giving out leflets i think... yupz. so hard working man! haha took like 2 breaks when they're only supposed to hav one.... :D haha! oh and i went to paragon and bought this pants omg i love it!!!

anyways during one of their breaks they followed me to get my eye lope pierced. been thinking whether i should pierce both left and right and yes i knw wat that symbolise as long i knw im not why should i borther wat ppl say rite? haha but in the end jus pierced my left ill be doing my right side this friday or so with pau! haha yay!

hmm... these few days i hav been thinking wat is edgy? i was told to be more edgy with my look by my manager BUT i dnt knw wat is edgy?! haha some say its unusual some say its punk rock! haha which one la! hais someone pls help me... in 2 or 3 weeks time im having a big audition with a company and i need to be spotted! haha when i get selected then ill tell u guys where i got myself into kz...

hais EDGY EDGY EDGY!!! wats that! help me kz... ill try to get my blog done asap... i gtg for training soon... so ill check up with u guys again real soon! :D



hais... the tests r over.... by right im supposed to be happy and celebrate right? but y im back home? well today my last paper! i misread the timing i read it as 11am paper when actually it was a 9am paper... by the time i reach sch at 10am the paper had already finished... so sad... my first formal test and i landed myself into such a shit!

talked to my friends and teacher. its either i fake MC or declare that its my fault. hais and me being me i choose to declare wats the point of faking?! hais... i studied so hard yesterday even on e bus i went through and in the end i couldnt sit for e paper... my friends showed me e paper and i knw how to do it but wats the use... 20% jus gone....... :(

really sad... i think the only thing that would make me feel happy is that i pass the rest of my subs with flying colors but then if they allow me to re take my RHT paper i would be even more happy... hais....... next time around im gonna study even harder and pay attention to this details! :(...



hahah OMG!!! check this video out its dam funny!!!